black butterfly

dear blog., sorry for not updating you so often., i really want to write so many things., i promise after my finals this March 7,8 and 9 and after my preboard and comprehensive exam on march 11 and 12 i will write what happen to me on the last few months., its really sad how a friendship ended because of someone. . . and somethings in my life that i need to surrender but i don't want to even if it causes me too much  pain. . . and its really hard. . .:( i'm experiencing this pain again i thought i'm over it. :(