1 month. . .

After being stuck here at sta. rosa I suddenly missed McJo and InaChow. One month na akong di na kakakaen ng fast food… at ng kumain naman ako. . .

I admit this picture is not one of my finest moment. . . 7 pm na kami na uwi over time eh. Tapos nag lalakad lang ako pauwi at ung mga niyayaya kong mag Jobi, kahit na 1000x na akong yayain sila (mukha na nga akong sitang pla ka eh), eh hindi parin sila sumama. Badtrip na ako dahil namimiss ko na talga si jobi, samantalang kulang nalang eh isumpa ko siya pag nasa manila na ako dahil sawang sawa na ako sa kanya, ayun at pag uwi ko nakasabay ko sina Monique at nagyaya na mag MCDO! Yehay! Sayang lang at na lowbat ang cam ko keya picture ko lng ang meron. Anyways, backride ng tricycle ako na kasakay keya watta great hair day db? Hahaha. . . tapos gutom na gutom na ako. . . actually na sa likod ng coke float ung sundae ko! Di nakita after nung pic tsaka ko lng na pansin. . . hehehe. . . pero masaya ako dahil nakabonding ko sila 2^nd to the last day ng intern ko. . . hehehe

Next time ko na update ung mga nangyari nitatamad pa ako eh J

Aayusin ko pa to.. natatamad talga ako mg type. Hahaha

Pero nainspire ako dahil sa nabasa kong blog….

Kahit alang kwenta sige parin…

HahahaJ

A bright morning!

Every time I will go out especially on a bright morning I always wear shades. Not only that it protects my eyes from the extreme light coming from the sun it also make my entire outfit cool! HahahaJ

That's why I love to share with you the coolest and weirdest shades I have! Hahaha…

The first one is a musical note. I bought this for my sister when she needed to show in style her personality. Hahaha… I found this in Divisoria Christmas time I think…

Next one is also my favorite! it defines my name and my personality too!... Black butterfly:)

StaRrRrRrRrR.. . . hehehe ganito ako pag naiinlab. nakakakita ng star. Inspired by Calaliliy - Stars (^^,) hahaha!

suot suot ko pa ang college shirt ko dito. . . saan ko nga ba nabili tong shades na to... hahaha sa quiapo ata. . . sayang may nakita ako nung thusday eh kaso naman ang bilis nila maglakad di ko tuloy na usi. . . hehehe 

I'll just update this blog every now and then... hahaha

Food Quest!

I still remember. Nung bata ako nagmamakaawa ako sa nanay ko na bigyan niya ako ng piso pambili ng sweet corn sa tindahan. Pag nakakakain ako nun masayang masaya na ko. Elementary days pa un. Pero nung nag high school na ako at mai allowance na puro Ice cream na ang binibili ko. Naisip ko tuloy naun*with the help of my friend* kung meron pa ba naun ng mga ganun. Hahaha. Keya everytime na makakahanap ako ng mga pagkain na binili ko dati sa tindahan ipopost ko dito!

Returning to my childhood days!

First stop ay ang Ri-chee! nakita ko yan sa canteen ng E.L. Hahaha. 

Natawa naman ako meron pa pala nian!

While strolling in Rizal Park i saw this 3 junkfoods... hahaha... sabi ko" Ui!!! meron sila nun!!! teka bibili lng ako!" hahaha.:)


MOBY! hahaha.. naalala ko pa meron pang mas maliit na version ito eh... kaso naun ala na... nahirapan pa nga ako mamili kasi naman meron caramel... kaso mas gusto ko pa din ang chocolate:))

Next naman ay ang isa ko pang favotite! hahaha alam ko mai small version din ito eh... kaso wala na din! grabeh... ang dami na talagang nag bago... hahaha at tumatanda na din ako! hahaha... CHEEZ -IT!!!

RINBEE!!! hahaha naubos ang barya ko sa pag bili ng tatlong junkfoods na to... alam ko mga prep pa ako ng meron ito eh... meron pa din pala nito... kaso in selected areas na nga lang... hahaha... puro cheese! hahaha ang EDEN ko kasi eh:))


Pero good thing na kahanap pa ako nito....

yehay!!! till my next food quest!!!

I never thought that i will find this in a store. at first i thought that the character should be popeye the sailor man.. but its kinda mario na pla... hahaha... msarap siya:) sana mahanap pa ako ng iba... still no sign of mik mik. sweet corn and ung isa pa... i forgot the name:)

Bring me summer!

Its time to face the truth... i will never be with you....

It all started with a simple hi from you.

I still remember the first time I entered second year of high school.

Star section-Prophet Joshua…population: Girls-32 Boys-7.

You where one of the CNB or Crush Ng Bayan…

Tall, dark and kind...

Sitting in the last row sleeping while the teacher is lecturing.

Tahimik ka lng nun and hindi pa kita masyadong kilala.

Sbi ko sa sarili ko nun… hnidi ko siya type kasi naman ang tahimik niya and mukha siyang weirdo.

But it all change nung nag start tayo mag laro ng chess…

Hahaha… talo kita nun... syempre ako ang Princess of Chess ng batch natin….

Naulit ng naulit un tuwing may free time tayo at wala ang teacher.

Dun kita na kilala ng lubos.

Mabait ka pala, masayahin, pala biro at sweet.

Nahulog na ata ang loob ko sayo. Pero hindi ko sinabi dahil ayaw kong mailang ka.

Lumipas ang panahon at akala ko may something na tayo.

Pero hanggang doon na lang pala un.

Ng dumating and prom. Nalaman ko na siya pala talga ang iniibig mo.

Nasaktan ako *first heartbreak*. Pero salamat dahil isinayaw mo pa din ako.

Akala ko nun manliligaw ka na sa kanya. Pero hindi pla hanggang dun nlng din pla un.

Graduate na tayo at di ko pa din nasasabi sayo for 3 years now ikaw pa din.

Nag college tayo at nag hiwalay ng landas sa Diliman ka at dito ako sa manila.

May crush pa din ako sayo kahit minsan lng tayo mag kausap at mag kita.

Ang lakas ata talga ng tama ko sayo.

Halos lahat nmn ata ng babaeng na inlove sayo mahal ka pa din.

At isa na doon ang kabarkada ko si K.

Ng muli tayong magkita after 3 years.

Na confirm ko na siya pla ang iyong apple of the eye.

*second heartbreak* hahaha..

pero sige lang.. dahil sa tuwing cinachat mo ako biglang bumabalik ang lahat.

Isang gabi habang natutulog at naiisip kita nagising ako sa kantang “Your Beautiful”.

At dun paulit ulit nag play sa utak ko ang mga lyrics na…

It is time to face the truth – I will never be with you…

Doon ko lang na pag tanto na kailangan ko ng mag move on sayo.

Dahil wala talagang pag asa. At takot akong masira ang pag kakaibigan natin.

Nag move on na ako.

Pero gaya nga ng sabi ko isang chat mo lang bumabalik na ang lahat.

Nagkachat tayo nun at super kilig naman ako.

Hanggang sa sinabi mo ang dahilan ng pakikipag usap mo sa akin.

Broken hearted ka pla. Dahli  ang babaeng gusto mo hindi ka mahal.

Hindi ko lang masabi sayo na nandito lng ako sa harap mo handang mahalin ka.

*Third heartbreak*

Doon na talaga ako nag decide na walang patutunguhan ang nararamdaman ko sayo.

Ilang beses na rin ako na bigo.

Napagod na rin ako.

Nagsawa na din ang puso ko.

At heto ako ngayon.

Unti unting bumabangon sa sakunang dinanas ko.

Masasabi kong ayos na ako.

At masaya.

Siguro hindi lng talaga tayo para sa isa’t isa.

Masaya ako dahil kaibigan pa din kitaJ

Life is full of complexities even if we don’t really put much effort to understand it; but there will be times that we have to pay attention for it. Your presence for me is like sunshine that whenever you are near you really brighten my day. I know for a fact that we will never be together for you love someone else. But I still believe, before it happen in my eyes, that you could still love me as me. But that day is way over for I know that you are happy with her now. I’m really happy for you. my only regret is that I didn’t tell you personally that I am in love with you for I know that I’m just going to be rejected. And know I decided to move on again… for even if it happened so many times, my heart still beats for you.

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For my long time crush since 2^nd yr H.S

I hope that you will never see this blog. NEVER…

Hahaha… awkward…

I should have posted this a long time ago but I don’t still have a blog then…

I wrote this on October 20, 2010 ( hahaha.. b day ng long time crush ko ever since grade 2 up to 1^st yr H.S.) hahaha.. I did compute it again… same 6 years… hahaha

Still single and definitely single! Hahaha

I’m not looking… coz I know that someday my knight in shining armour will come.

Medjo naliligaw lng siya… lam nio nmn mga boys tatanga tanga…

Hahaha*no offense*


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I kissed dating Goodbye(^^,)

A new home

I am here at San Jose village 4-C laguna technopark binan, laguna.

I will be staying here from Monday to Saturday.

Like a new home I should be adjusting to the new people that I gonna live with.

And for sure like any other first time it will be difficult for me to sleep.

And that’s why I’d like to share with you my experiences in my other home in manila.

First day of school. So excited. Finally I’m now in college.

My school?

Centro Escolar University.

Course?

BS Pharmacy.

Finally I said to my self.

I gonna live in manila… yehay!

Madami akong mabibili!

Kasi nmn adik ako sa accessories noon high school ako.

And manila is the best place para mag hanap ng mga accessories na magaganda.

We arived there at around 6 am in the morning.

Nag linis linis muna.

Nag ayos ng mga gamit ko.

Madami nnmn akong dalang gamit as usual.

Doubke deck ung kama ko. Ako sa taas at ang lola ko sa baba.

After ilang hours nag decide kami ng nanay ko na magsimba at kumain.

After nun mai nabili nnmn akong mga supplies ko.

Hapon na at kailangan ng umalis ng nanay ko dahil gagabihin na siya.

Sabi ko sa sarili ko. Finally! I’m gonna live like an idependent college girl.

Wala ang mga parent ko sa tabi at ako na lng mag isa.

Hindi ko naman pwedeng asahan ang lola ko. Matanda na un.

Dumating na nga ang gabi.

Mga ala sais ng gabi ng sinimulan ng lola ko buksan ang radio nia.

Radio veritas… nako gang kalian keya ito? Ang nasabi ko nlng.

Bumaba muna ako at naghilamos.

Nadoon ang mga pinsan ko at nag kwentuhan muna kami.

Mga alas otso na at hindi parin namamatay ung radio.

Nako patay.. kailangan ko ng matulog. Maaga pa ang pasok ko bukas.

Alas syete.

Nahiga na ako sa kama ko. Katabi ng kwarto namin ang labahan.

Mai binta sa gilid ko.

Bukas at malamig.

Di na ako makatulog.

Masyadong malapit ang mga mata ko sa ilaw.

Hindi nmn pwdng patayin ang ilaw at ayaw ko din nmn.

Nagsisimula ng tumahik. Pero wagi parin ang radio ng lola ko.

Anette matulog ka na mai pasok pa bukas…

Matulog ka na.. bka hindi ka magising ng maaga nian…

Anette…

Kung ano ano na ang pumapasok sa utak ko.

Natatakot ako. Sa bahay na un kasi namatay ang lolo ko.

Sa cr mismo… haaist.. katakot ah..

Ikot… ikot… ikot…

Hnd ko pla dala ang unan kong harry potter or hello kitty.

Ung malaking justice league pla ang dala ako.

Nako sobrang lambot nmn nito.

Ikot….ikot nanaman…

Naisip ko si ex… kamusta na keya siya?

Di pa nag tetext un ah..

Hahaha tawagan ko muna bka sakaling makatulog ako…

*nung mga tym na un. Hindi ko pa siya ex… kami pa.*

Alas dose na… inaantok na daw sige.

Sige na nga tulog ka na.

Eto nnmn ako ulit.. walng makausap…

At bentang benta talga ang radio!

“Sa dami ng napakikingan ano ang dapat na paniniwalan?”

“number 88. Radio veritas!”

Hahaha.. namememorize ko na!

Kainis nmn di ako makatulog!...

Ala una na.. napapagod na rin ang isp ko kakaisip.

SALAMAT nmn at pinatay na rin ang radio.

Nailang narin siguro ang lola ko kakaikot ko sa kama.

Hahaha.. makakatulog na din ako… sana.

Takte!!! Mai ipis! Anu bayan!

Waaah!!! Flying ipis siya!!!

Di ako makatulog ramdam ko ang galaw ng pakpak niya!

Arg.. ang lalim na ng eye bags ko…

Parang awa nio na. patulugin nio na ako pls.

Teka. Parang na ngangati ung likod ko ah.. ang sakit.

Ouch! Kinagat pla ako ng surot!

Kainis nmn.. kala ko ba nag linis na sila at wala ng surot.

Pero bakit ganunn mukhang madami parin at pati sa binti ko meron…

Alas tres na…

Pagod na talga ako.

Nakatulog na ako at ng magising ako alas kwatro medja na…

Anu un? Bakit parang mai misa?

Aw… radio nanaman pla  ng lola ko…

“Anong oras na b? maliligo na ba ako?”

Haays.. sige na nga…

At alas singko palang ligo at bihis na ako.

Hahaha. Masyadong excited sa school?

Hahaha. Kea hinding hindi ko malilimutan ang unang araw ng tulog ko sa manila.

Dahil pag ka pasok ko antok na antok ako.

Hahaha… gud nyt everyone

J

The Creed: Must Not Sleep (Confessions of an Insomniac)

I am a self-proclaimed nocturnal mammal through and through.

While most of the world sleeps at night together with the sun, I hang out with the moon and sleep late: or should I say, sometimes, not at all!

I feel like 24 hours a day and seven days a week is too short for a span of time of my countless day-to-day task to fit in. I have a hard time juggling one activity to another, all in just one day. Most of my time is consumed in doing my homework, or reviewing for a quiz and more and more homeworks and quizzes. Such, being so essential in my life, it drag on endlessly beyond my control. Alas! As if to add torture to my torment, I still have to accomplish some of our household chores. Imagine that! Wearing more than one hat in just a day! I must have been too lazy and indolent in my past lifetimes to deserve such an inhumane punishment in my present life! How tragic could my life be?

Looking like I just came from a street brawl, it’s as if Hercules just came out of nowhere, lost his grey matters, gave me a sucker punch on my face and knocked the hell out of me. For Pete’s sake, with my almost bloody red eyes, deep eye bags and dark lines beneath them, dear God, I look terribly awful, haggard, drained of energy and oh so sleepy. I daresay I almost resemble a creepy zombie. The only difference-if there really is - is that I still have my wits and soul intact; my heart is still alive and breathing with all the glories of life.

Consequently though, as an aftermath to my “sleepless nights”, I am never an early bird. I usually wake up and go to school late. This isn’t a proud moment for me though. But yes, and sad to say, that’s the story of my life.

My teachers usually give long homeworks and when I say long, I mean it, and boy how demanding those are, frankly speaking, it is the cause of my sleepless nights. Not to mention, the projects really requires not only our time and energy but also our blood, sweat, allowances and uh, our entire lives.

Kidding aside, I meant that not literally. It’s just the completion of those assignments really take what seemed like an eternity. But hell, during the checking, it’s done just a jiffy!

But then, for the record and for the entire world to know the story or put more precisely my story,  before was way beyond the story lines and scripts now. I sleep, wake up and go to school early. Unfortunately, that was before, back when life was still simple and spelled no hardships and adversities for the young and innocent child that I was. No complicated homeworks and quizzes to be explained explored and memorized. Why, just simple ABC’s and 123’s can’t solve my problems.

What with all the injustice in the world, it’s unfair! Now that I am growing up, I observed that life is getting harder and tougher each day. Surprisingly, it is most evident and tangible with my assignments. They are becoming more and more difficult each day. So, as upshot, I have no choice but to spend more time dealing and giving justice to them. Truth be told, sometimes I even come to the lengths of depriving myself to sleep. How am I able to resist the lure of plunging into my bed, take rest and at least forget about the whole world even just for a while? My God! I haven’t an iota of idea! I guess it’s just a matter of perspective, a mind over matter sort of situation. All I do is but obediently abide by an insomniac’s creed: MUST NOT SLEEP. If by any chance, there is any! I am an insomniac and heck; it’s my very own creed. I must not sleep until I am done with my task, responsibilities and commitments, for it would only mean an inevitable pain on my neck for the next day, and to be unprepared and lazy is a no-no for me not in my course! Oh my! Would you believe that I get forty winks a day? Believe it or not, it’s the naked truth.

On the other hand, come to think of it I have no right to be an old grouch; neither curse the heavens nor the angles. In fact, I must be grateful that I am not completely deprived of my sleep. There is a bunch of even more people out there, diligent working citizens who usually burn the midnight oil, break their back bones off just to provide for their family and rise from their poverty-stricken life. Really, how lucky am I then.

However, sometimes--no! Make that always and all the time--I wish I were still a child--innocent and naïve about the world to be able to face the complexity of life. Sometimes, it is just too much for us to contain that it gets to us, driving us out of our compos mentis, insane and crazy if you may call it.

Afraid of being a lunatic? No, it’s just that life sometimes is hard to deal with and so why add hell to inferno? Homeworks, quizzes and the sort are like by convention essentially good. They are what make our learning more effective and prolific. Serving as our day-to-day assessment to our knowledge and abilities, they determine the productivity and profundity level of the knowledge we acquired during our efficient class discussions, self-studying, reviews and sometimes-remedial sessions. They are the instruments that bridge the gap between ignorance and knowledge, in which we learn more.

Nevertheless, as wise men say, too much of a good thing is relatively bad. And too much, by definition is anything that is excessively superfluous, difficult and unpleasant.

The bottom line is explicitly apparent; so long as a student could have enough sleep, rest and leisure time, things are perfectly fine. No arguments, no fuss. We must always be aware when we are crossing the line of boundary, and know when to draw the line. Remember, there is no assignment worth dying for.

With God’s grace though, I can only hope that I can survive college that I can adjust easily to the new ropes of my new and more complicated life. Those haunting requirements, projects and assignments, I knew perfectly well that they’re with me as long as I’m schooling, but dear God, I wish them not to be come more and more extremely complex- if not deadly lethal!

Well, heaven help me, for I wanna finish college with a degree…